#6

And I’m going ballistic at this point.
Actually, I’m quite tired of trying to conceptualize a story and plan months and months over it.
So I’m tossing all of that into a bin, and going on ahead with starting something new.
I’m going to start on a new random story, with no plots and no plannings: Just randomly writing it on and see where it goes.
Whether it works or not, we’ll just see how it goes then : )

I’ve been thinking over and over again about what this person wrote.
Like how he visualize and wrote about this perfect woman who is perfect in every manner, no flaws physically (Yes, that goes for body odors too) and emotionally…
BUT eligible. All praises goes to her. Wewt.

I’m sorry here, I have to disagree.
Does a woman have to be intellectually witty and inviting to be a stunner?
What if she has a horrible case of heliatosis but she’s really witty and smart?
Would you shun her away?

It’s pretty interesting that people like the outer layer of everything.
And if they’ve got a good outer layer, and maybe witty and smart, it’s like a whole package thing, right?
Buy a nice roast turkey and hey, you’ll have a perfect Thanksgiving!

Sometimes, I think what people fail to see most is the heart.
They pretend to be so absorbed and interested in your work but the fact that they think you can’t tell the fact they’re not interested is plain stupid.
Do you think that we are all blind to all these supposed ‘acts’?

It is strange. Who are you kidding anyway? : )

I’ll have you know this for sure, from my own experience.
Why many smart perfect women are still eligible.

Because they’re always searching for this vision of perfect Mr Right so hard that they don’t realize the one person they’ve been envisioning could just be that average Joe closest to them, who enjoys the wonderfully sweet Teh Ais from that neighboring mamak stall, drives a dented dull Myvi to work, holiday wardrobes filled with those old shirts from his days in highschool and campus but yes, with a very big heart and most of all, ready to learn.

So that answers your question.

And you wonder why so many women who aren’t really that pretty are scoring good men in the lives : )
What do they have that those perfect women don’t have, you ask?
The ability to discern and accept love when it comes and then, the process of learning about it : ) Simple mathemathics.

But yes, everyone has different sort of requirements for their own partner-search so… : )

Although I must admit it ticks me off sometimes that why perfect women are always envisioned as really god-like things with witty-smart creatures and physically beautiful, drop-dead gorgeous looks and most of all, FLAWLESS in every department.
Define beauty.
Define flawless.
Define perfection.

This is my ideal perfect woman, in my honest opinion.
She doesn’t have to have naturally good looks.
She doesn’t have to be flawless in her physical state, be it ‘senget’ stubby fingers or horrible armpit stenches.
She doesn’t have to be really super smart that she can quote out every damn line from Aristotle or the Communist Manifesto.
All she has to have is a great smile, a big heart and her radiating inner beauty that gravitates to her gradually.
This pretty much goes for the type of men I love too : ) But that’s just my tastebuds, so hahahaha.

Art is subjective. So is beauty.

We all like pretty-looking things but hey, we’re all human: Humans are perfection and imperfection at the same time : )

And please, do me a favor : )
If you’re not interested in my life, stop asking me about it. Don’t do it out of courtesy just because you feel ‘obliged’ to.
Save your ‘wonderful’ time for someone else. I’m not interested in entertaining all these lukewarm acts : )

That’s all about the things I’m going to write today.
Have been pretty busy and cranky of the late but hey, I’m happy when I’m not cranky with people : D

A tribute to my classmates of Batch 68 on my next update.
Gourd, I love y’all. Good night, Malaysia ; )