#7: For Diedethians

Happiness creeps up when you less know it.
And when you feel happy, there are always people who will feel bitter about it.
That’s the reality of things: I understand that.
I don’t blame them, even if they were to read this, laugh at it and say/write things about me.
: ) This has been a long time since I’ve been this happy, and yes, I believe I do deserve this bit of happiness instead of being glum, emotional, depressed, angry and hurt, and get myself caught up with material things to make me happy (Which in reality, never do) so I’m brushing off all the negativity in my life and embrace this ride I am in now ; )

It’s a public confession, yes, and I must admit, a rather shameless one, indeed.
Even my father thinks I’m pretty unhappy to buy me a self-help book about happiness. Which is really funny and cute, by the way but my dad knows that I would never read ‘em.
If I can’t be happy now, then when will I, really? : )

So, my happiness comes in the form of a few people in my life, who have been with me, rock-solid, non-judgmental and loves me for who I am.
And I am really glad in that case. I feel a little sad that they’re all going to leave me soon in their graduation, so I’m going to do the last thank you like I did before, back when our class dissolved : ) So, you know who you are from reading them.

First off:
You, for being always there for me. You were quiet when I first met you and my impression of you was that you were that sort of person who takes time to get to warm up to people or simply ice-cold. As expected, you warmed up, and definitely is one of people I can say I’d die for, I’m willing to bet my life on and that I know I can definitely trust. We’ve had our fair share of issues but we’ve always been together, non? : ) I have a deep respect for you, and I can definitely say, my eyes to the world certainly widened a little thanks to you : ) So, yes, I will sing Postcards from Italy for your wedding , and sing There’s A Light That Never Goes Out for your funeral, I will miss being in your car driving around and yes, I will cry when you leave. I know you won’t come back to M’sia, not even if I begged you to, but at least return when I’ve become PM? : D I love you loads.

You, for loving me no matter who I am. I remember not being that close to you during the first semester but we got along quite well during 2nd semester. We’ve had our fair ups and downs, and some pretty silly disagreements but hey, that’s what makes us understand each other more, right? There are a lot of things that most people will not forgive me for and some things that will change many perceptions about me, but you’ve been non-judgmental and have held my hand throughout, which is why I hide no secrets from you as you’ve been patient and never judgmental for everything I’ve done. Somehow, we are alike in some sort of queer way but hey, you know what I’m talking about. Babe, I’m going to miss you a lot and yes, I definitely love the idea of moving in together. I want to always remind you that no matter what you say; Love: You are one of the most beautiful beings ever created on Earth and I am grateful that you’ve entered my life. If there’s anyone who deserves happiness in this world, it’s you. Because you’ve been wanting it, longing for it, and searching for it for so long, you deserve it more than anyone else in this world.

You, for being the saint and the savior in lives. You were one of the few people who I met first in class, chirpy, bright and very funny: But you have a firm sort of principles. In some way, I am envious of you as you’ve found your salvation through calling and experienced the joy of finding an answer to your spiritual quest. Some say we are alike in ways but I beg to differ: I’m not as kind as you are. Which goes to say I’m thankful you still are here with me for all my misgivings. I enjoy staying over your place, poking you for no reason and hahaha, of course, our late night talks when I overnight at your place. You have so much more in you, and I believe you will make it very far. So don’t cry: We’ll definitely meet each other again : ) Let’s go out for yam charz : D

You, for being a very awesome sister in need. You were one of the few people I first met as well, and I’m glad to have known you. We’ve had crazy moments, and some sort of bonding. You’ve got so much talent, and you’re really one of those great people to be with. So smile more often. Although we’re straits apart, I hope to meet you someday again : D Come back down to M’sia, hubby. You’re just pretty awesome.

You, for being the other brother I never had. I know I talked a lot when I first met you but hey, you’re talking more now! Aren’t you glad? You’re pretty critical over a lot of things but that’s a good point over you: You know what is wrong and what is right. I’m glad that you’re trying to achieve things and even more glad you’re staying over in this country : D We’ve had our fair share of erm… Hokkien-nonsense, drama-rolling and err…. Gosh, too many to name. You know what you’re doing, and hey, you’re still young: There’s so much more for you in life so enjoy it : D Stay happy. And don’t be so angry, ‘k? Angry blogs are haiyoooors : P

You, for being the pirate and the level-minded one. I’m glad to say you’re one of the few smart people that I do know, even though you can be pretty critical on your fellow men, you’re very fun to hang out with sometimes. You don’t talk a lot about yourself, so there’s not a lot I know about you. But you’ve been very helpful in a lot of things, and that I am grateful for : ) So keep up with everything you’re doing. And maybe I hope to see a much more less furstrated you in the near future : )

You, for being the big brother. I got to know you a little better during first year second term during a drama exercise together. You were pretty understanding and you’ve been a wonderful big brother, although a little pervish at times. It’s good to have known you. God bless wherever you’re going, dude.

You, for being the one who holds her ground. You were this gothic-pretty girl in the corner when I first met you, but of course, you were always so filled with smiles and it’s nice to hear you laugh. You’re very strong about your opinions that I would equavalate you to a mangrove tree; roots buried firmly to the ground that no storm or harsh wave can bend your will.  I foresee that you will rise above and do very well in this cut-throat industry; nay, not very well but excel in it! Good luck with where you go, girl and you gotta admit, you do have a cute Chinese name, hahahaha~

You, for being one of the youngest people I’ve ever known. You excel in a lot of things and you’re very good at many things too. Advertising is so you. I just hope to see you in a dress one day, though: Which I doubt will happen XD

You, for being one of the chirpiest and friendliest of the bunch. Wow. What can I say? When I first met you, you were always with these bunch of friends you were always with. But you’re one of the coolest people I know and you make really cute stuff. I wish you happiness and so much more in life. Glad you’ve decided to stay in college : )

Did I miss any Diedethians that graduated?

I don’t think I did though.
A lot of us are still here, taking our time : )

Diedethians.
For the wonderful times we’ve had
The laughs
The tears
Every single moment was precious
And I’m glad to have counted each and every one of them
I love you all loads :’ D

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I need to stop crying now.
Excuse the lack of content: I find it so hard to write sometimes.